[He pauses a moment, trying to frame it in a generic way.]
Most of the adults in my life fucking suck. Dad beat me, had a teacher that just wanted to sleep with me, and I got taken in by a priest who was - well, you know what a pervert is? Anyway, he wasn't a good man. And so I got fucking sick of it.
Killed my ex-girlfriend to keep her quiet and then butchered the guy and they made me go to trial, and I manipulated my counsel into revealing the shit that the guy had did so everyone could know what he did to me and the other kids.
But that was the reason I was a fucking inmate. Not because I killed the guy that deserved it. But because I killed the girl that didn't...and because all I knew how to do was lie and manipulate.
It's about the context of it. That's what I got out of it. It ain't about giving apologies that don't mean shit.
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Date: 2024-01-19 07:37 pm (UTC)Most of the adults in my life fucking suck. Dad beat me, had a teacher that just wanted to sleep with me, and I got taken in by a priest who was - well, you know what a pervert is? Anyway, he wasn't a good man. And so I got fucking sick of it.
Killed my ex-girlfriend to keep her quiet and then butchered the guy and they made me go to trial, and I manipulated my counsel into revealing the shit that the guy had did so everyone could know what he did to me and the other kids.
But that was the reason I was a fucking inmate. Not because I killed the guy that deserved it. But because I killed the girl that didn't...and because all I knew how to do was lie and manipulate.
It's about the context of it. That's what I got out of it. It ain't about giving apologies that don't mean shit.