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[abrightboy]

I hear you got in some trouble. Do you want to have a video session today or would you prefer to meet up?

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[creeksidealtarboy]

Who told you?

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[abrightboy]

Not your Warden, if that's what you're concerned about. He wouldn't cross the road to piss on me if I was on fire, at this point. You lashed out at some people. Violently. I've got my ear to the violence grapevine.

Why did you do that?

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[creeksidealtarboy]

Prove it.

And stop fighting with my fucking warden. It's exhausting for me, man.

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[abrightboy]

We're not fighting anymore. We have a detente.

Prove what?

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[creeksidealtarboy]

That I hurt anyone.

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[abrightboy]

I don't need to. This isn't a court of law. I'm here to help you.

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[creeksidealtarboy]

[He cackles.]

You ain't no fun, doc.

There's nothing to talk about.

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[abrightboy]

Aaron, you’ve only ever done violent things because you were hurt.

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[creeksidealtarboy]

Nobody hurt me but me. It's alright.

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[abrightboy]

What did you do to you?

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[creeksidealtarboy]

Stubbed my toe. It sucks.

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[abrightboy]

Aaron.

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[creeksidealtarboy]

Doc.

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[abrightboy]

I don't believe you.

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[creeksidealtarboy]

No shit. Maybe I don't want to tell you everything.

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[abrightboy]

It's your instinct not to, of course. But you could give it a try. You might feel better venting about it.

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[creeksidealtarboy]

Already did it. Talked to Jesus, talked to the person I was mad at. Did a whole thing.

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[abrightboy]

How did you feel afterwards?

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[creeksidealtarboy]

[Still bright:]

Like shit, doc. I'd rather be angry.

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[abrightboy]

Why? What do you feel instead now? Sadness? Regret? Guilt?

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[creeksidealtarboy]

Regret. Let's go with that one.

I tried to make it better and it just made it fucking worse. So - I'd rather be angry and just hit people.

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[abrightboy]

Worse how? Did the other person not forgive you for being angry?

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[creeksidealtarboy]

They was angry too. But now they ain't angry and I still am.

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[abrightboy]

Because they understand, now, that they hurt you and they didn't make it right?